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The Fallen Fig Tree

Omar Khairallah

Omar has always wanted to share his life in its rawest form, and a podcast felt like the natural place to do it. After turning 18, he began questioning everything he thought he knew about himself. Through honest, vulnerable conversations, he explores mental health, identity, creativity, and the uncertainty of growing up. This isn't a podcast about having all the answers—it's about asking the questions that make us human. If you've ever felt lost, out of place, or unsure of what's next, you're not alone. Welcome to the journey.

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Episodes

35 episodes

  1. dropping out of college? 22:15
  2. You can feel lonely in a crowded room and so can I 27:20
  3. yearning for a life that isn’t there anymore 16:47
  4. Should I give up on life? 22:24
  5. why do i feel like i'm always preforming for people 16:14
  6. I'm a literal social pariah 17:43
  7. currently going through an existential depression 25:07
  8. I decided to keep the peace, then developed a Somatic Symptom Disorder 17:32
  9. getting harassed and weird interactions with people 29:20
  10. I keep crashing out in my dreams 12:55
  11. i feel stuck in my life 15:01
  12. I’ve never related to charli xcx till now 19:56
  13. the yapper in me is dying 17:56
  14. I Think I'm Becoming Trisha Paytas [EP 22] 40:16
  15. friendships are hard, and it's a testament that shows people only care about themselves 25:25
  16. childhood nostalgia 35:58
  17. I'm obsessed with self-sabotage 20:30
  18. friendships, loneliness epidemic, love island, and toxic masculinity 34:30
  19. identity, insecurities, school and music, & shows 39:30
  20. romanticizing depression 32:14
  21. am i the problem? 29:01
  22. my social media addiction is getting out of hand 17:53
  23. I hate being introverted 26:42
  24. Coachella fomo, and comparing yourself 31:02
  25. I found hope in not giving up on my dreams, and you should too. 27:13
  26. I no longer care about academics, and it's a problem 26:45
  27. My Toxic Relationship with the social media 24:07
  28. i need to stop expecting so much of people + birthday recap 32:35
  29. things im doing to make sure i don't cry on my birthday 26:15
  30. Pet peeves & people who are cool 22:55
  31. Can we control how people perceive us? 24:19
  32. How to accept change, and the anxiety it comes with [EP 4] 20:36
  33. nostalgia is ruining everything 17:05
  34. stop trying to fit in [ep 2] 26:23
  35. great just what we need another podcast (episode 1) 36:59