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Metanoia Madness

Nicholas Bradshaw

Metanoia Madness is a raw, real, and radically honest podcast about spiritual evolution, emotional healing, and what it truly means to live an aligned life. Hosted by Nicholas Cornell Bradshaw, a creative storyteller, life coach, and soul-led thinker, this podcast explores the messy, beautiful journey of transformation, not just as an idea, but as a lived experience.

This isn’t about surface-level motivation. This is about the madness of metamorphosis - the unraveling of who you thought you had to be so you can become who you really are.

Whether you’re navigating a spiritual awakening, shedding old identities, healing from emotional pain, or rebuilding your life from the inside out, Metanoia Madness creates space for the questions that don’t always have easy answers.

Each episode dives deep into topics like:

• Shadow work and releasing limiting beliefs

• Man

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144 episodes

  1. When did living become something I have to be good at? 20:54
  2. Would I Still Want It If Nobody Knew I Had It? 17:56
  3. The Decisions You Never Realized You Made 18:50
  4. If You Only Knew 19:54
  5. Who Are You When Nobody Needs Anything From You? 20:38
  6. THE LIFE YOU KEEP SAYING YOU’LL GET BACK TO 21:08
  7. Forgiving Yourself for the Things You Didn’t Know 19:32
  8. The Version of You That Only Exists Around Certain People 26:48
  9. The Difference Between Peace and Avoidance 25:14
  10. The Moment You Realize Your Parents Are Just People 33:39
  11. Who Taught You How to Want? 30:07
  12. The Life That Happens While You’re Figuring It Out 27:48
  13. The Things We Experience More Than Once 33:14
  14. What Does It Mean to Rebuild? 32:12
  15. The People I’ll Never Get to Thank 20:34
  16. The Parts of Life We Never Get Credit For 25:09
  17. The Kind of Grief I Didn't Expect 25:04
  18. The Last Person to Notice My Growth Was Me 20:44
  19. What If I'm Wrong About Myself? 20:38
  20. Maybe I Don't Need To Understand It Yet 17:00
  21. The Day I Stopped Trying to Be Interesting 20:16
  22. I Thought Self-Awareness Would Fix This 24:02
  23. The Questions That Never Left Me 25:40
  24. I Had to Stop Looking for Myself Through Other People 20:42
  25. I Learned How to Live Without Closure 27:30
  26. The Difference Between Being Seen and Being Chosen 24:24
  27. I No Longer Hold Space for Shame 25:32
  28. Why I Couldn’t Fully Buy Into the Life I Was Supposed to Want 18:17
  29. What’s It All For? 19:54
  30. How I keep moving when nothing feels clear 24:50
  31. how I Keep Moving when nothing feels Clear 28:38
  32. The Difference Between What I Feel and What I Know 25:52
  33. I’m Not Where I Want to Be, But I’m Not Who I Used to Be Either 18:02
  34. Connect to Everything, Attach to Nothing 14:46
  35. You can’t unsee it once you Notice it 25:21
  36. I Thought I’d Be Further By Now 28:42
  37. Stop Trying to Be Chosen 26:56
  38. You Don’t Actually Want Love — You Want Safety 27:49
  39. Becoming Someone Who Doesn’t Rush Love 27:53
  40. Learning How to Stay With My Life 28:23
  41. The Life I Still Would Have Chosen 27:40
  42. What I No Longer Explain 23:57
  43. What I Trust Now 17:41
  44. When You Realize You Can’t Do It Alone 26:18
  45. How I Feel What I Feel Until I Don’t Feel It Anymore 27:12
  46. What Stayed When Everything Fell Away 16:33
  47. When Pain Starts to Feel Like Identity 17:26
  48. You Don’t Need a Sign. You Need to Trust Your First Knowing. 23:42
  49. Stop Trying to Be the Person People Remember You As 25:59
  50. You Can't Heal Inside A Story You Never Question 28:32